M: I’m prepared now!
M: So it’s my fault you can’t teach me.
M: I think I love my family very much, regardless of what you teach.
M: So I should not choose to love?
You cannot choose to love and if you do, it is relative to the belief in an ego that chooses past on what is learned in the past. There is nothing to choose. However, as long as you live by “choices,” you can choose to cease making choices that obstruct love. In fact, this is all you can do and making such choices is the reason you have called on me.
M: What choices obstruct from love?
M: So the only way I can love is to be in the “now.”
M: So any attempt by me to love another is destined to fail, so why even bother? What’s the point of even learning, since it’s “I” you teach.
M: So maybe I should stop trying to love others and become a hermit, at least until I learn everything that obstructs love.
A mind obsessed with the past cannot avoid choosing to “attack” and a mind that considers attack will see it everywhere and live in defense of what IT makes “real.” A mind in preparation for attack is entirely unprepared to realize love…NOW.
This is why you cannot love, but because your thinking conforms to the past, you can “think” you do and because of this, love often takes the form of attack.
You may choose to “become a hermit” and seek to attack the world by hiding from it, but you are the cause and, therefore, effects never leave you.
Although you “think” you can hide from its power to attack you, the world has NO powers that you have not chosen to give it.
It is time you choose NOT to choose.