Thursday, June 30, 2011

The World Will Save You. But First You Must Set It Free

M: You say that my thoughts of anger and attack create my experiences of the world. So when does giving up attack thoughts actually change those experiences?

J: Immediately. Without delay.

M: But that’s not what I experience.

J: Then you still believe holding anger and attack benefits you in some way and this determines what will be experienced. If you no longer embrace anger and attack as having a purpose, then absolute peace must result. Absolute peace is immune to fear and thus, does not experience what has NO purpose.

If absolute peace is not your experience then, although you may not feel angry in any particular moment, attack is held in reserve for when you decide it is necessary.

To believe that you can maintain your defenses AGAINST the world and still experience joy FROM the world is patently absurd. Nevertheless, this is exactly what you believe. You obsessively pursue your “happiness,” completely ignorant of the fact that you are seeking joy, while defending against it.

The world CAN save you, but first you must set it FREE.

This morning you woke with physical pain, which you believe necessitated anger, and reviewing your financial situation also provoked bitterness. Rest assured, you are the CAUSE of it ALL and your attacks can ONLY effect you. You look to various strategies in your world to help alleviate your suffering, but eventually all the “cures” you hope to distract from your suffering must fail, because they merely alleviate the effects while leaving the cause untouched. The effects only change form, but still continue to affect you until the cause has been changed.

I give you the only guaranteed cure. There is no other.

You cannot simultaneously experience war AND peace. You are either deluded or awakened. There is NO in-between state. Although you struggle to pick and choose what you believe will save you, it is ALL OR NOTHING. If there is NOT absolute peace, then there is relative conflict.  Believe you have a reason for anger and attack and the world will provide what you expect and you will fortify your defenses against the very foe you ask for and receive as you have asked.

Look at your world. Is it not prepared for attack at all times, even while incessantly promoting a claim for peace? Is this any different than the thoughts that direct you on a daily basis?

M: So you’re saying that the guy who called me a “dickhead,” because I was stuck in traffic and he couldn’t get by, was my fault? I almost yelled “fuck you,” but didn’t. But it was certainly my immediate intention.

J: When you remove ALL fear and attack from your mind, if an attack occurred you would simply NOT realize it. Hence, it would NOT exist for YOU.
This is another way of stating that, since you could NOT know OF it, it simply could NOT occur. Until then, the world will support your need for defenses by always providing what you seek to defend against. The world will serve every purpose you give it and if you wish for attack to be its purpose, it will conform to those specifications with complex exactitude. Every tiny detail you experience in your “world” MUST conform to your specifications as naturally as a field of wheat bends to the direction of the wind.
M: So you’re saying that if I banished all fear and attack from my mind, I could NOT experience them? Even if they happened?

J: Indeed, how could you experience what you are unaware of when, in fact, it is what you “know” that establishes your experience of a “world”? How could what does NOT exist “happen”? What you are NOT aware of could never “happen” for you, because you would NOT experience it.

Hence, everything you presently experience and “know,” is only experienced because you maintain diligent awareness of a delusional past and everything in your world conforms to this exactly as your MIND commands. When you know TRUTH, delusions will never again be experienced, because TRUTH does NOT conform to anything you “know” from a PAST, because you will NO longer be aware of such a “time.”

Fortunately, TRUTH is eternally free of YOUR delusions.
 
What you now “know” is war and this is what you have deluded yourself into expecting. Your thoughts conform to this PURPOSE and your world obeys accordingly.

M: So if I just change my mind, the world will change with it?

J: You find this incredible. Yet, just this simple equation has the power to instantly deliver you from your self-imposed HELL. There is nothing more than is necessary to know the Peace of God. There is NO need for complicated scriptures or convoluted ideological premises. There is NOTHING in your world that can save you, since your formulated you world to keep you in HELL. You have given it NO other purpose than that.

The only way to escape the suffering of your world is to COMPLETELY change your mind about it. 

Yet, this change must be complete and total, encompassing and embracing everything you SEE. Nothing can be left out of this equation; otherwise, you will pick and choose what suits your preferences and it is what you PREFER that has locked your mind firmly into the suffering you’ve come to expect and receive…exactly as you ask.

M: So I can have no preferences? I can make no choices?

J: Cease to make choices based on your deluded preferences and SEE what the world is really like. Your preferences have blinded you to TRUTH, showing you a deluded world that makes no sense and seems consistently against you. This makes everything you SEE meaningless. God did NOT create you to experience that which is meaningless. Nevertheless, this is what you base your choices on and your ONLY purpose in the world has been to prepare for the attack that you expect MUST come. How can this not be HELL? How can you not suffer from preferring the meaningless to the infinite meaning God has bestowed upon you?

Your “world” is proof that you have NO idea of your TRUE value, because IT holds NO value and you have unequivocally accepted that. I ask that you accept that it is ALL meaningless and be free from your self-imposed hell.

Set the world FREE from your meanings and awaken to the absolute peace of HEAVEN.

Friday, June 24, 2011

Free Your MIND From What "Matters"

M: How can I possibly function in a meaningless world? If the world is meaningless, as you say, why do anything at all?

J: Nothing is ever done. Nevertheless, you often take pride in your accomplishments. It makes NO difference what actions you make the body perform or what behaviors you deem superior to others. You may choose to fully engage or disengage entirely from certain aspects of your “world,” but both decisions must result in suffering, simply because neither decision can give meaning to a “world” empty of ALL meaning.

Suffering originates from the choice to seek meaning where NONE could ever exist. Your world is the result of chaotic actions that have done nothing to alleviate the meaningless and only continue to reinforce what is NOT there. You give it all the meaning it has for you and never do you consider that you could be mistaken in your attributions. 

It makes NO difference how you function in a meaningless world, since each engagement with the meaningless must be equally as meaningless as the next.

M: So how do I engage a meaningless world?

J: By realizing that it makes NO difference.

M: But if it makes no difference whether or not I go to work, I would lose my job.

J: What you determine as meaningless in your world only reinforces some other aspect as more meaningful. I teach that it is ALL meaningless.

In a meaningless world, the choice to “work” is as meaningless as the choice NOT to work. ALL actions and inactions in a meaningless world can ONLY remain meaningless. You would not avoid specific actions if you did not feel your avoidance was meaningful. Yet, the choice to disengage certain parts of your world is as meaningless as the choice to engage.

You may continue to twist and bend the meaningless in order to extract some purpose for your ‘self,’ but this only supports your fabricated delusions of a “reality" that is simply NOT there. You will NOT find a purpose in NOTHING, although you have become quite adept at pretending you have made something out of nothing. It is still NOTHING.

M: So what do I do?

J: It does NOT matter. This is the realization that you struggle against every day, in all your attempts to pick and choose what matters to YOU and suffer through what does NOT.

You could choose to stop what you are “doing,” but that would only assert that the something you sought to avoid was meaningful enough to provoke an escape.
 
Such decisions need not be made and this is the freedom God grants, but you have yet to accept. You were not CREATED to make decisions, but to KNOW. The fact that you continue to make decisions indicates you do NOT KNOW and must continue to suffer through all your meaningless decisions. 

M: So I should just continue to do what I’m doing?

J: In a meaningless world, nothing could be done that would make any difference to that world.  Changing behavior only gives meaning to the  behaviors you discard.

Until you realize that ALL actions are meaningless, you will continue to do much, but will suffer through what is never accomplished. There is NO reason to suffer in a meaningless world when it is SEEN for what it is. Free yourself from your own meanings.

M: There are some things more meaningful to me than others. But, you’re saying none of it matters?

J: It is what “matters” that constructs the world you experience, but only in opposition to what does NOT matter. However, what does NOT matter one day, becomes extremely important the next, while what once mattered is suddenly left behind only to again rise to importance on a later date.

Your changing mind is what determines your changing “world.” Yet, you believe it is a changing world that victimizes you and fail to SEE your part in perpetuating that chaos. Make NO mistake; your part is the only part that IS meaningful. Nevertheless, because you do NOT know your part, you have minimized yourself into petty insignificance and thus, seek for a purpose outside yourself.

Your mind is more powerful than a billion worlds combined, because it is from your mind that ALL worlds are formed and ALL effects conform perfectly to their cause. Free your mind from what “matters” and free your world.

M: But wouldn’t my indifference make things worse? Isn’t indifference the problem with the world.

J: Indifference is impossible to an egocentric mind intent on determining what is right or wrong by demanding thoughts compete against each other.

Indifference means no choice need be made, but you choose between opposites and then claim you are indifferent to one, but always against another. War is IN your mind and not IN your world. By holding one thought in opposition to another, one belief as opposed to another, one image against another, you experience a “world” in chaos. Only one choice can be superior to its counterpart and so, achieve your attention. This only asserts both as “real,” but only when pitted against each other. This is NOT indifference, but ignorance. Ignorance finds meaning where NONE exists and fights to assert its choice as the RIGHT choice. Meaning in your world is always an attack based on opposing choices.
 
Surrender your right to choose and every choice will be the right choice.

M: But I have to make decisions every day. How can I possibly not make choices?

J: By realizing you do NOT know and allowing the choice be made for you. If you could only let go your demand to decide for your ‘self,’ TRUTH would envelop you like a warm wool blanket on a cold winter day. Set aside the belief that you know right from wrong, what should be done or not done, what is meaningful as opposed to meaningless. Give up the battle and allow yourself to be guided to peace.
 
You need NOT have faith in what I teach to learn it is TRUE. Simply test it by surrendering faith in what you KNOW as “true” and see what happens. No matter where you are or what you are doing, discard what you think matters and experience the infinite Peace of God.